Book 1: Yeng Verse-024

Hurting Inside

You know how much pain there is
You know how hurt I will be
You know I won't be able to stand this
But you continued hurting me

It pains me to see you with her
It's the kind of pain which I can't bear
But I cannot do anything
'Coz to you I am nothing

I am hurting inside
All these tears I can't hide
The pain is too deep inside
The pain just won't subside

Loving you means pain within me
But I can't hate you, can't you see?
So what I'll do is to love you more
Though it'll just hurt me even more

I am hurting inside me
There is so much pain within me
My heart is bleeding, can't you tell?
Of course you can't... you're too far to feel it.


* written on December 25, 1995 -- Yeng '95
** some parts have been edited